Conversation with my self or you, who actually knows?

I felt like capturing this moment of questioning everything coming into my thought at this current moment, some my say it’s a crisis. I would say it’s more like a conference with your self to try and understand the nonsense of meaning. These are questions which may not ever be answered either within my own dialogue or the simple fact of no one ever viewing this video. I hope I come back to this in a years time or longer, to see if I can answer these questions or to see if I relate to this girl on my screen. This also brings up my thoughts on if we as humans are alone with our fears or uncertainty or if actually these thoughts are part of how the human brain works- if these are universal topics of dialogue- whether that is good or bad, I just don’t know .